Well, hello hello! Hasn't it been too long?  Just have to say I can't keep up with this anymore. I don't where the heck my blogging mojo went to. When I was in high school I blogged almost everyday. And it was just interesting. A few days ago, a girl asked me, "Why don't you blog anymore?" I was thinking, and I said "Well, life isn't interesting anymore." 

And I kept thinking, hell no my life is still pretty much interesting in my own way. I guess, I just don't have the time and passion to blog that much anymore. It wasn't as though back then I had that much time to blog either. I guess, when I was in high school blogging was my thing. After that I tried to write in diaries. Actual diaries, people.  I did that for 6 months, then I just suddenly stopped. 

So I don't really have the answer for you. I have a lot to write and tell about my life. It's just getting better and more interesting, but it probably won't be up anywhere soon  

Except for this one time, of course (: I even forgot my password to Xanga and after all my hard work trying to remember the password, I just have to at least blog for this one time 

Maybe, one day, I will write a book about my life? 

SO...

Well, I'm already in my first year of university.  And everything is going pretty good so far I have to say. The courses and the lecturers are all fine, and assignments are just piling in right now. I can safely say I do not regret choosing this course and the campus. Bingo!  My timetable is good.. EXCEPT for Mondays and Wednesdays. 

But I'm content (: 

Everybody, the girl nagging me here is Hazel teo. She has been my uni partner for this whole time  We actually came from CIMP, both of us and never talked then. Now it's like so different. I'll always remember her first impression of me, 

According to her, i looked :

BITCHY, ANGRY. 

Haha, like what the hell? (: But it's not the first time someone has told me that so it's fine

And plus I've met a bunch of other people at Taylor's. 

I will be having my first university break soon, during the last two weeks of April! For that, I am going back to Sandakan to just chill out, hang out and according to my mum, to "rejuvenate"  I'll get to eat my mum's cooking, AGAIN! (:

So this is pretty much my life right now (: 

Currently, I am quite content with my life! Mind you, not a lot of people feel like this everyday, if ever. 

So today, me and Fenny had our first photoshoot session! She picked me up at the clinic and went to place after that to get ready. The make up and clothes and all. I had my hair done earlier this morning AGAIN, and there's a slight change now. Instead of pink, the highlights are now red-violet! Woots! It's not as bright as pink but it looks just as awesome. Or better, according to my mum 

I honestly think I look like my sister here. First thing is cuz of the expression I have on my face  Don't believe me?

There you go! 

Yea denise, I had to crop your picture. Love love 

Look at all our make up! Most of it mine though. With a few of my other stuff you can see. Body lotion, sanitizer, perfumes, nail polishes blablabla 

With the new color in my hair I felt slightly like a rocker. So I went for that look today! Wore all the gloves that I bought a gazillion years ago!

This is us before we left for the photoshoot. Ms Fenny drove us there (:  

The photoshoot was a really good and eye-opening experience, I suppose. Although I got a lot of mosquitoe bites which didn't help the fact that I didn't even started posing or anything yet. So I suppose Patrick and the rest have to edit the pictures a little bit!  Me and Fenny didn't get to do group shots, only individuals ones. Which I suppose was good seeing that the kinds of clothes we had on was different and we were going for different styles. 

The people behind all of it! Left - Fenny, Vui Leong, Patrick, Clement, and I! (:

I so cannot wait for the pictures to be posted on Facebook! I saw some of them myself and the photographers are amazing at doing their thing! 

Tomorrow I'll be flying off to KL, finallly. I just can't wait to see and hang out with the friends again  The busy places, going out, hanging out. I really need all these after going through what I have. (:

But fret not, I'll be back soon ;) 

This is somewhat, how my hair looks like right now. But trust me it looks much better in person 

Ever since my brother's death in early December, I have read about so many suicide news every single day in the media that it just pisses me off. These people, I understand they have their own problems, really just want to end their problems, but instead they go end their life. And after what happened, I just have a different view on deaths and deaths through suicides and they just piss me off, seriously. 

I am excited for this coming Friday as I am having my first photoshoot. Nooope, it's nothing professional but just really for fun. It seems these days EVERYONE has their own photoshoot!  The photographer, though, his pictures are all really nice and quite professional so I'm sure the pictures will turn out great.  I haven't even think about what to wear yet, exactly, which is why I'm staying at home tomorrow to figure these things out. 

And on Saturday I'll be heading back to KL  Finallllly get to see my friends again after such a long breakkkk. Some of them are leaving to overseas so this is also like the last time we'll be seeing each other. So yeah, it is a definite must that I am there for the last hangout and to say goodbye (:

On the other hand, these days I have been feeling pretty ... well, different. I feel as though I have to be a different person not for anyone but for myself. Doesn't sound quite meaningful but yes I do feel that I need to change and be a different person. Probably - new year, new person? 

A few days ago, I was at my dad's clinic and just helping out and stuff and one of the people working there gave me this chewing gum packet. just LOOK AT IT - 

DO YOU SEE WHAT I SEE?

In the first picture, the second row is TOTALLY EMPTY NO CHEWING GUM! And I showed you guys the backside, it's still WRAPPED. I swear to God it was so weird seeing that. Well, nothing's perfect eh? Just a little malfunction at the factory I assume? 

Tomorrow night's family steamboat night